By Tracy Cookman | Founder/CEO
One of the difficult aspects of rescuing horses from hard places are the various emotions we and the horses experience throughout the process. There is sadness, regret, anger, relief, joy, satisfaction, to name a few.
When we are made aware of a horse in a dire situation, for example at an auction where we know the majority of horses are sold to kill buyers, there is sadness, anger and fear. We are so sad that this horse is having to go through such a difficult time. Was he torn away from his friends and home and has no idea what is going on? Did his owner feel she had no choice but to sell her horse at auction? Did she need the money? Is she losing her home? Or does she not care and just want the money? Can the horse sense the unrest and anxiety of the other horses at the auction yard he does not know? Is he hopeful that someone is coming to get him out of that unknown place? Does he even have trust in people to hope for such a thing?
Followed by our heartbreak is anger. Why? Why are horses dumped? Who wants to slaughter a horse? Don't they know it is inhumane? Horses are such intuitive creatures. Most of them trust us and expect that we are their caretakers. What a betrayal they must feel when left at an auction without their people.
The feeling of relief and hope we have when we are able to save a horse is elating. For a moment, before the hard work of evaluation and rehabilitation begins, we are so happy that this horse is safe. One more saved from the slaughter pipeline. Who is he? Is he gentle and kind? Is he a kids' horse or untrained? What does he need to feel secure? He needs feed and space and time to let down his anxiety and fear, to know he is safe. He can exhale now.
As we watch the horse thrive and flourish with our love and care, we are excited and joyful. How wonderful that this horse has found a safe haven where he can thrive and grow and show more and more of his personality. We have great joy when we see a rescued horse who has realized he is safe and can reach out to a child or volunteer who may also need to find sanctuary, a space to exhale. Rescued horses rescuing people is the name of the game. We rescue them so they can rescue us. How wonderful a dream that is.
When one of our beloved rescue horses finds a forever home, we are again sad. Along with our sadness of letting him go, is satisfaction that this once unwanted horse in need of rescue was seen. He was seen and understood and helped so he could find his way to the exact place he was intended to be. What a glorious feeling of bittersweet emotion it is to see our beloved rescue horse leave with his forever person, to be kept safe and loved his whole life through.
Rescue is not for the faint of heart. It is heartbreaking. It is sad and there are some we are unable to help no matter how hard we try. It is part of the job and we accept the good with the bad. Despite the pain of losing some, we continue to believe that we are making a difference in the lives of the horses we save and we remain hopeful and filled with faith that there is purpose in our endeavors to empty the slaughter pipeline, one horse at a time.
By Tracy Cookman | Founder
By Tracy Cookman | Founder and CEO
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